My Daddy

I miss him and he won't answer his phone!! I haven't talked to him in a week and i'm getting worried he usually texts me every other day. :( I forgot to add that in my last post... I hope he is okay.

Life is a beach

I was looking through old pictures (okay not that old ....like a month or so ago) I found this emo picture of Me, Mike, and his dad @ MGM studios (i think) Somewhere in Florida waiting for our dinner! It reminds me of a cover on a cd case. Oh yea don't mind the zit on my cheek lol ..... It happens!!!

I've been so busy lately with school. This math class I'm taking is like a full time job..lol I do like 35-40 hours of math a week. That is what you get when you take a 4 1/2 week class. I rather just get it over with. Well I'm getting a lot tanner this summer than I ever been! I like it :) My sister Kim is leaving in around 9 days and I can't believe it. I'm going to miss her so much!! She has been my buddy and support lately. We have so much in common and get along so well. That is okay i'll see in..... October 2007 in vegas baby. I still haven't been there since i've been 21. Now i'm 22 so its time I get over there. I know she is only 15 but she still can do some stuff over there!

I think I'm addicted to school. It feels like its my escape from what is going on in my life right now. But I won't get into that all it will do is depressed me and I can't have a distraction. I need my attention on school. I don't have time for this drama and stupidness.I'm going to do what I want not what people want me to do. Reality check..... ITS MY LIFE NOT YOURS......If you want to hate me just hate me for not being what you want me to be!!! I think some people forgot how it is when you're in school and you're trying to make something of yourself. I'm determined to get through school in 2 years and it will happen. I'm not slackin anymore!! So if your in my way or anything is in my way I'll just jump over you! If you know what i mean. Enough said about that.

Mike and I's 4 year anniversary is coming up soon. It is on august 16 and I have no idea what we are going to do. My last day of math and english is august 17th so I'll be in class on our 4 year anniversary. I'm thinking of something maybe that weekend. If you have any ideas just let me know! Well I think I updated you guys on pretty much everything that is going on lately!! well I'm off for the night.


<3
Cindy

I love this song!!!

I Do

BY: Lisa Loeb


when i'm done with thinking, then i'm done with you.
when i'm done with crying, then i'm done with you.
when i feel so tired, then i'm done with you.
everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way -

and i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.

you're trying to convince me that what i've done's not right.
i get so frustrated, i stay up every night.
you ask me for an answer, and i'm so tired and i'm up in the air.
everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way -

and i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.
you can't hear it, but i'm feeling this way
just because you say

i will be ignored.
i will be denied.
i could be erased.
i could be brushed aside.
i will get scared, and i will get shoved down,
but i feel like i do beause you push me around.

i'm starting to ignore you, i've doubted you so long.
i'm tired of over-thinking, i know you don't belong.
now i'm asking questions - no one pushes me around.
everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way -

and i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.
you don't seem angry, but i do.
i do.

My baby sister is growing up so fast!!

My sister and her friends
Me and Lindsey
<3

Evan Almighty

We went to Evan Almighty and it was an awesome movie! I think everyone should see it!! When mike and I were at the movie you would never guess who we saw....... the Simpsons (lol) So I took a pic with mike and the family. They are nice! They are super quiet. J/k I know I'm a dork. Can't wait until this movie comes. I think we are seeing it with mike's family when it comes out. I can't wait yup.

This picture is to cute not to post!

Sorry blame me..

as life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And i realize that everything I do affects the people around me.
So i wanted to take this time out to apologize for everything I've done and things that haven't accrued yet. and things they don't want to take responsibility for.

Sorry for the times I disrespect.
Sorry for all the wrong things that I've done.
Sorry I'm not always there for my sister.

I understand that there's a problem.
And I'm not to blind to know.
All the pain you kept inside you even though you might not show.
If I can't apologize for being wrong.
Then its just a shame on me.
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me.
you could put the blame on me.

Sorry that I grew up way to fast
I wish I would of listened and wouldn't of been so bad
Sorry your life turned out this way.

Sorry it took so long to see that you did wrong and you were trying to put it on me.
Sorry it took so long to speak.



Why doesn't anyone wanna take blame
even though the blame is on you
I'll take that blame from you
and you can put that blame on me.